It's true

I wish I could,
Stare at the wall
And see something different everytime
Everytime
The candle wouldn't stop burning
I could lay down,
And I wouldn't be crying

I wish I could,
Sit here all alone
Thinking this is okay
Don't need anybody tonight,
Just complete silence and the candle light
And I'd drink my coffee,
Wouldn't worry at all...

I would feel fine
Like I always do
I would be smiling
Laughing too
Don't need anybody,
Least of all you
And then I would convince myself it's true